'In every moment, Jesus is calling out, 'I love you''
HUNTERSVILLE — They came in quietly, prayerfully, slipping into the pews at St. Mark Church before the 6:30 p.m. healing Mass and prayer service Nov. 5. Some were in wheelchairs, some using canes and walkers, some bearing the physical signs of a battle with serious illnesses such as cancer.
All came to pray, to silently ask God for help in the exterior and interior struggles in their lives and to be blessed by Alan Ames, a layman who travels the world sharing his powerful conversion story and his gift of healing.
During his homily at Mass, Father John Putnam, pastor, said that inevitably whenever the Church hosts an event like this there are questions like, "Is all this Catholic?"
"My normal response is of course, and this is why," Father Putnam explained. "When we look at the life and the ministry of Jesus, what we see is the Lord leading a life in turn for people – His desire to be with people in their infirmities, in their troubles, in their hopes and in their dreams. In a special way He was conscious of those who were suffering, as we see in the Gospel."
Father Putnam stressed that the Church is concerned about everything Jesus said and did because it is to the Church that He has entrusted carrying on His Presence, His preaching and His ministry in the world today.
"Jesus desires to strengthen His people. Jesus desires to enter our hearts, our minds and our spirits. Jesus invites us to a closer walk with Him," he said. There are many examples of this in the scriptures, he noted, including the story recounted in the Gospel reading at Mass, in which the woman who had been hemorrhaging for 12 years touches Jesus' garment and was healed.
Father Putnam also referenced the first reading about Elijah being strengthened for his 40-day walk in the desert. The angel appeared to Elijah and gave him a cake and water to sustain him on his journey.
"Obviously, that was no ordinary cake," Father Putnam joked. "The scriptures give us an image of what is coming... an image of the Eucharist, of the Lord Himself who nourishes us with His very life, His Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity."
We are all invited to do much more than touch the hem of Jesus' garment, Father Putnam said. We're invited to receive Him, to become temples of the Holy Spirit.
"Alan is the first one to tell you that it is Jesus who heals, Jesus who works through His Church. Through the priest at the altar, the priest who sits in the confessional, who stands beside the sickbed. It is the priest, obviously, in the Lord Jesus, but it is the Lord who heals in confession and the Eucharist and who forgives all sins."
"Jesus who wants to be with us, to nourish us and to show us the way to His Father."
After Mass, Ames spoke to the faithful, sharing the personal testimony of his conversion and how his life changed in 1993 when he realized how the sins of his former lifestyle had hurt God. He also came to realize that Jesus offered him forgiveness from the cross.
Ames recounted that after some struggles, he accepted the forgiveness offered by Jesus. He shared that the Lord helped him to come back to the sacraments and to the Church and changed his hatred and pain into love. And he explained how later God called him to be one of His witnesses, sent to carry God's love into the world.
"When I was 40, Jesus appeared to me (in a vision) and filled me with His Divine Love and told me He loved me," Ames said.
He believes it is because of the prayers of the faithful who pray to God for healing of those with addictions and who have strayed from the Church that He was saved and received the gifts of healing from God.
"It is because of your prayers, people like you, that God saved me. I thank you all for that and encourage you to never stop praying."
Ames explained that he never wants to lose God's love, now that he has had intimate encounters with Him in prayer.
"Many people have forgotten how God loves us... There is nothing to fear in God. He's tender, loving... He's near us! Not far away. Jesus is near us, right next to us."
Ames noted that to God, every person is a treasure, a jewel. God is in love with each one of us.
"In every moment, Jesus is calling out 'I love you!' He wants every one of you to be incredible, to be saints of this time... Jesus wants the best for you. He knows we have faults. He doesn't expect you to do it by yourself."
We need to ask the Holy Spirit every day to help us, Ames stressed. The first prayer he prays every morning is to the Holy Spirit, asking for His intercession in his daily life.
"Now when I fall down, the Holy Spirit is there. He lifts me up and gives me the strength to carry the crosses... God just wants you to ask for it (the Holy Spirit), to accept it. (Life) won't always be easy, but we'll have the strength to persevere."
Ames also spoke about the Blessed Virgin Mary and how she intercedes for us and always brings us closer to Jesus. He has also received visions of her and how she works to bring us healing and help us come to know and love Jesus.
"Jesus can't refuse His Mother's requests to help us."
He explained that when we come to Mass, we must come in love and that Jesus is waiting for us at every Holy Mass.
"We should come as empty vessels to holy Mass. Jesus is saying, 'I love you,' and we should respond in love. When you do, Jesus draws your humanity into His Divinity. He empties Himself completely so we can be one in Him in the Holy Eucharist.
"That's what we're meant to do, to change, to be more and more like Jesus," Ames stressed.
"Put all your crosses, family, etc., in the chalice as it is lifted (during Mass). Then you and your intentions will be raised to heaven and the Father."
He also encouraged people to bring with them in prayer and in their hearts their loved ones who needed healing as they approached the sanctuary steps during the healing service, which followed the Mass.
Hundreds of people filed up to the steps of the sanctuary during Adoration to ask for healing. Ames made the sign of the cross on their foreheads and prayed over them. Some were overcome by the Holy Spirit and were gently laid on the floor by volunteers for the brief moment they were resting in the spirit. Others walked away from the blessing clutching photos of loved ones with a look of serenity on their faces and, for some, tears in their eyes.
Father Putnam said he was very happy to have Ames visit the parish. "His message is clear and simple and impacts people in a meaningful way. We all need some type of healing, and it was a wonderful opportunity to let the Great Physician minister to His flock," Putnam said.
In his closing remarks, Ames shared that in his visions he saw that in heaven there is only love, forever.
"Heaven is what this life leads you to, if you believe and trust in God."
For more information about Ames and his healing ministry, or to order his books, go to www.alanames.org/en.
— SueAnn Howell, senior reporter